Motive

When I first started this blog sight I actually was just going to start a sight where I could have stuff about my family where relatives could come and check on whats going on with my family. I had no intention of making anything super personal just kind of fun side time filler. I find though that this blog has become very personal to me. As I have typed up insights and thoughts of my heart I have started dedicated the posts to my future children hoping that it will help them when they go through hard times to see what was going through my mind when I went through some of my hard times. More than that it has become a site of reflection for me too. I look back on things I've said and thought and I can see how far I've come. My motive has changed as I've done this, but I will never regret the blessings I have gained from keeping some of these thoughts in a place where they will never be lost. Even if I am the only one that reaps the benefits from this blog I am grateful I've done. I hope someday someone can gain at least one tenth of the insight from this site that I gained from typing it. If not I will never feel like I lost anything from doing it.